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2008-07-29T08:04:00.000-07:00

everything lost it's taste today.
my appetite left with a little of me.
i don't know if i should be angry or not.

on a happier note i met Friday the thirteenth the cat (:

2008-07-28T07:41:00.001-07:00

this is how it feels to lose a friend,
must be how it feels to break up,
this how it feels to fall and get up again,
fall and get up again,
fall and get up again,
and then fall and get spat at.

i've never been hurt this bad before.
i felt like i had hooks on the lower parts of my cheeks,
pierced and hanging with weights on the ends,
they weighed my smile down.
and it hurt to try, literally.
it was virtually impossible to feel better again.

2008-07-28T07:08:00.000-07:00

there's something broken inside of me.
water spills out of the wrong place.
like a tap it goes on and on.
i hold my breath and pray it'll stop.

it never does.

it never does.

it never does.

i was vulnerable.
i wore my heart on my sleeve for the short time i knew you.
everything in me screamed to be weary.
but i didn't listen.

i was blinded then.
i am blinded now.
but from different things.

i'll never allow it again.
i hope

2007-12-28T07:01:00.000-08:00

Okay this is not for the purpose of humiliation, just that josh and i FINALLY beat the coach! whoohoo! Well.. yeah. he probably gave us chance considering we were so dead beat yesterday, but still. The nerves finally didn't get to us, it didn't affect the game at least. haha. We had soooo many stupid 40 love, or 30 love then deuce, advantage to us, deuce again, advantage to him, deuce, and back and forth too many times. So i think we "earned" it. lol. Not really, but he had his revenge tonight when we had us do all the drills, THANK GOD tennis was at night tonight. phew.. it would have been TORTURE if it was in the hot sun! today our best was 40 love. But too bad we lost in the end. VERY TRAGIC. haha.

About yesterday! Yeah. So for the zoo we all prayed for good weather, and all thanks to God there was NO RAIN and no hot sun. It was PERRRFECT! i had to wear my sweater there because i was wearing one of my new tank toppy girlie tops so i didn't want to not cover, so i was like GOD PLEASE DON'T LET IT BE TOO HOT (: I only said my short prayer for no rain when i was in the queue but it's still counted (: so yay! When we were at the water show, with the penguin, seal and i think like pelicans i think there was a little drizzle and we were all like, nope, we prayed so it'll go away. And thank God it did! So prayer works! Not to mention during tennis yesterday it was cloudy and i was so afraid it would start raining and sabotage my crucial exercising. But the dark clouds just drifted and drifted, and then some more came and i was like NOOOO... but it didn't rain! (: Thank God it was cloudy too! Or tennis would have been awful. Monday it was SCORRCHINGGG, perspire like crazy. So on wednesday and thursday it was cloudy AND windy. yay! God is sooo great. Love him lots <3333

Oh, okay so this part please don't read if you're going to criticize, which might actually make you want to read this but i had to warn you. Or if i get some shit i'll be like damn. so you've been warned.

Okay so i was bathing and listening to BBC yesterday night when i heard about the assassination of Benazir Bhutto. So i just started thinking, death is horrible. Especially murder because with life lost so are opportunities. That's all.

2007-12-28T03:39:00.000-08:00

I'll blog about the zoo on new years. I want to get all thr photos before i do. I have it all "planned out" don't worry. lol. why would you? haha. anyway, i do.

I'm so new to all this so i'm just going to play by the rules. We'll see how it goes that way.

God spoke to me today. Not that he doesn't but just that today was about something bad. Something i didn't want to hear. I was thinking about it yesterday but it was just one on the list of excuses i had to get out of something, then today ahna told me about some stuff about her boyfriend and she showed me this book, it's "God's little instruction book for women" she said my mom wanted to throw it out but she kept all the self-help-God-books, you know, like this one. So i was like oh okay. And i took it and i did the random page flip thing and DAMMNNN, i hate it when i do that because honestly it works for me. Sometimes. I don't advise it but i do it. Ahhhh i don't know how to deal with it.

Okay i had a really weird feeling yesterday. I just really felt like crying, so i stayed downstairs to watch grey's anatomy till 11 then i went up and gervais told me i am sam's a sad show. I tried to find it but i couldn't find it so i was like.. then i watched gossip girl but i couldn't watch it till the end because of fear of a sad ending. which is kinda contradictory to my feelings. So i was like what? but.. i dunno!

Sorry today's post is pretty badly written. I'm going for tennis now. I'll add in yesterday's post when i get back.

2007-12-25T09:26:00.000-08:00

All this was done in the transition from Christmas day to boxing day. I don't exactly know when the domino formations and videos were made and taken but some of it was on christmas day and some of it on boxing day.. like you care. lol. It would have been posted earlier but blogger at some weird problem, or my computer.. BLAME THEM! haha. So sorry to keep you waiting and yearning for these much awaited five star short films.

Failed attempt #1

Failed attempt #2

Failed attempt #3

Attempt #4 Everything in love, whoohoo!

Attempt #5 This one was a little adventurous, the most adventurous you can get with dominos at least..

Attempt #6

All these domino formations were thought of and done by Joshua Yee. Thank God his brilliance was not wasted. wth. haha.

On the second day of Christmas my true love gave to me: 2 turtle doves and a partridge in a pear tree

2007-12-25T09:13:00.000-08:00

I was going to post something, but blogger's giving me problems, so i guess you'll have to wait a little. Just a small delay. Look forward to videos on boxing day! merry boxing day :D

I woke up late on christmas morning, noon.. plusplusplus, so if you calculated, i woke up at about 1300h, plus. I listened to BBC and brushed my teeth, cleaned up and walked down for breakfast, the usual, oatmeal with silk soya bean milk (DA best) I had my breakfast with the family lunch. Then somewhere in between my breakfast got mixed with lunch, and i guess you can call that my brunch. Literally, brunch. It was sandwich minus the bread plus oatmeal. So i had alfalfa sprouts with mom's DELICIOUS ham (wa lao si bei power) hahaaha, wth. Some "french" phrase i learnt later in the day at the christmas dinner with chef ryan and guests at number something king albert park. Oh, i drifted off again, so that's oatmeal, alfalfa sprouts, mom's superb ham, salad vegetables and cherry tomatoes which i LOVEE.

Later i "completed" my odd commonwealth essay which i hope does not get released to anyone but the necessary marker. It's totally weirddd. haha. Mom called while i was halfway through it to tell me about her plans to go to orchard road for more last minute shopping. Thank God for my enthusiasm for shopping, because if i told her i didn't want to go shop along orchard, she would have been greatly devastated by the closure of orchard road, hindering her much anticipated shopping escapades. The memory of the announcement about the closure of orchard i had heard on the radio on christmas eve only came to me when the parents got home and mom was all excited about driving over to orchard road. Oh well.

I felt all bored and drained at isetan during shopping because i had that i-want-to-sneeze feeling the whole time and my nose was red. I hate it when my nose is red, or pink, or a shade of pink, not that i want my nose to be pale but just the same colour as my face is appreciated. After buying all the heavy household presents, mom and i walked down to wheelock place where my wanted calender has been sold out for the longest time and is not coming back, which breaks my achey-breakey heart ): By the time we walked over, dad was calling and mom was all pissy cause it was annoying so i couldn't run over to the FAR AWAY music section of borders to buy my ultra cheap maroon5 cd which was TOTALLY HALF PRICED the last time i checked, ONLY $11.50, get yours now! they have hinder, well i only saw 1 cd left though, hinder, maroon5, i think mary j blige, i can't really remember the rest. I hope the next time i go, they still have that ULTRA TERRIFIC OFFER. I had to sit in the back with dad's plane on the way home which kinda got on my nerves but i shut up.

I took out like 6 potential tops for the christmas dinner, it was sooo stressful, not mom-stressful (mom get's stressed VERY, TOO easily) but a little stressful, i finally decided to wear my new top from coat- mom's suggestion. I was too annoyed to not go by her decision. We left the house pretty late, which is fine with me because it's normally pretty awkward for me there anyway. I ended up trying to talk to josh, about sims and stuff. Then he went to the bathroom and i sat with uncle ryan and the rest and he was sooo super funny. HAHAA. First time i had so much fun. Last year was okay though. Talking with the adults, but this year was so much fun, enough fun to make us stay till almost everybody else was gone, and MISS CON came.. den den den den (the mozart scary tune) or den ne ne ne de ne ne ne(the twilight zone theme) haha. Thank God i'm not in mgs anymore. Well, not really, i'd love to be there, but, you know. So i just said merry christmas but i didn't say merry christmas miss con or that'd be a real giveaway, though my mom did, blew my cover! haha, OMG. gervais was sending me all the FUNNY videos last night. OMG. super funny. laugh my ass off like CRAZYYY mann. haahhhaaha. oh yeah, gervais i beat you! HAHAAHHAAHA.

MERRY CHRISTMAS READERS! hahaha, readers..

2007-12-24T09:14:00.002-08:00

merry christmas everybody! haha. that sounds a little queer, maybe, merry christmas! ho ho ho! i was listening to the muttons on the way back from DR @ the emmy's- i don't BELIEVE i just did the @ thing. AHHHHH, that's wayy gayy! ewww. Thank God I did the lettering for "DR at the emmys" on the wall, so i didn't have to do the @ thing. in my opinion, they, and i mean the general public, or all those LAMMEEEE invitation-writers and pamphlet-writers or whatever use the "@" thing wayy too much and thus made it LAMMEEE. But that's just me (: OMG. i almost forgot what i was going to say about the muttons at midnight. stupid. oh yeah, so one of the muttons was like santa's hokkien because he goes around saying hohoho, (which is like hao hao hao in chinese, which is like good good good in english) and i don't know why i find this amusing. it's pretty lame-dumb. *please move this LAME away.. hahaahaha (the laugh is more of an i-think-i'm-so-funny-because-i-made-a-joke-chuckle) i told the hokkien hohoho thing to natalie and samantha too. So weird of me. lol.

Anyway, thank God for the long and busy, action-packed day! If not for the long and busy "stressful"-ish day, i'd probably have too much to think about. & i really don't like that. Well, now that that's been penned down, it sounds so dumb. HAHA. I just mean i don't wanna think about bleaugh things, just wanna think about christmassy things. HAPPY THINGS! haah. i was super high today. so weird, out of nowhere. Well not really, i did eat milo powder for dessert. But that was only in the middle, so maybe it's just christmas. OMG. i almost forgot! ..i'll carry on in the next paragraph so this one isn't too long

IMPORTANT! ZHONG YAO! IMPORTANTE! :

..okay. this is the continuation paragraph if you didn't get it. okay, so christmas isn't all about gifts and santa and all that crap if you haven't already heard It's mainly and firstly the birth of Jesus Christ. PLEASE DON'T STOP READING! I'LL TRY AND MAKE THIS AS INTERESTING AS I POSSIBLY CAN!

see God is like this amazingly kind and wonderful guy, i can say guy right? anyway, so he decided, i don't want my people to ROT IN HELL! i want to save them! and the only way to save our precious souls is to get a saviour to die in our place, and who is that hero.. i'll let you guess....... and i'll give you a hint, first letter of his name is J, no he's not one of the many J's from DR, he's Jesus! I know you must be, or might be thinking "Rachel's trying to push all this christiany stories on me again, but now she's putting it in writing, OMG. (and that's OMG, spelt oh my goSH)" but NOOOOO...! i'm not, i mean i guess you could look at it that way, but you could also look at it and say, YEAH, jesus was born today and he was the superhero, and is the superhero (because he's STILL ALIVE) that died for my sins and was raised from the dead :D how cool is that! you have to think that's a tad wee bit cool! No way, you can't just think that's a myth or some kind of fantastico folk tale-o! It's totally-honestly-ThankGodedly-true! It is it is! Isn't that just great? I certainly think it is, NO KIDDING.

so just remember, today's rachel's ultimate superhero's birthday! -Jesus's birthday :D

The christmas dinner was AWWEEESOOMMEEEE! i got the most blur and best lookalike with shen (which was soooo a surprise! no kidding, i totally wasn't expecting it) HAHHAHAHA, kinda funny though. I told my mom and she was like, yeah you do kinda look a like. so i as like hmmmmm.. peter's 3course meal was tre magnifique! delicioso! hahaahah.. it was good (: very professional and poshish. haha. Thanks to Peter and Issac and all the kitchen people and people who helped out (which includes me. haha. DUMB) and everyone who came and dressed all pretty and handsome. Oh yeah, Shen got best dressed male and Valerie got best dressed female, Jerome got most talented, Ram got most hilarious, Sandy was miss bubbly, but kenneth did too in our hearts. Janine got miss congeniality, Joash was mr charming, but Justus got nominated :D HAHA. Justus is sooo cute! Emma was sooo cute too! I would've voted them most cute if there was a cute catogory, i can't remember what other prizes there were though. I'm sorry if i missed anyone out! i hope i didn't though. Our group won the group award! group three RAWKS with a A-W-K (This works better when i say is cause rocks and rawks are pronounced a little different, but i hope you get it) or RAWKZZZZZXZXZXZXZ, as sarah and i would say. XZXZXZ is said like ssssss and zzzzzz so, ssszzssszzz, if you still don't get it it's like si zi, ah, just ask me!

So when i got back home, to my HAPPY SURPRISE, Natalie, Samantha and Travis were still there! With uncle chris and gong gong (gong gong with the first sound in chinese, like "-" on top of gong, so it's like a high sounding gong. WHATEVER. i hope you got it) gong gong as in grandfather in chinese. Okay ANYWAY, so josh brought out twister and they were playing, so i joined in too and it was SUPER DUPER UBER PALOOZA FUN! i have pictures, i'll put them up. SO GLAD to FINALLY see Natalie after SUCH a long time! She looks so different! oh yeah and Sam was wearing a Natalie's burberry hat. HAHA! Just like the ones the 3 men from ocean park were wearing! i have a picture of it somewhere in my hongkong pictures, which i WILL post.. one day. haha. maybe. OMG. it was sooo fun, we laughed so much! so sad they had to leave "early" but at least they stayed till christmas so we got to hug everybody and wish them merry christmas. gong gong, with the first chinese sound "-" and i don't mean that diao face the one with the 3 lines down the side -_-"' i mean just the dash on top of "gong" and "gong", left early with tini and i didn't get to see uncle wykidd and dawn, but it was still mighty fine! hahahaha, lol. okay, i'll post the pictures.. NOW.

2007-12-23T06:09:00.000-08:00

Got back from "christmas shopping" which ended up being shopping for myself, no surprise there a few hours ago. I rushed up to get the laptop to skype chat with sarah just now. We couldn't chat long though, The connection up in highlands isn't very good but she says the house is pretty. good news there. Can't wait till she gets back (: by then all the juicy stuff should be all out. yay. The week couldn't go by slower if you ask me. I'm thinking christmas week should actually be one of the fastest week ever, so i really hope that's true for this year's christmas week.

OMG. i just remembered! i haven't used ernest's last year's christmas gift certificate and i think it'll expire soon. If i'm not wrong, tomorrow. bad news for me! I've been saving it thinking i have the whole year to use it but i guess time flies huh. It's already been a year. i won't go into the whole end of year speech just yet, or ever, but we'll see what happens, i kind of write whatever comes to me at the point of time i'm doing the post, like everybody else who blogs, so i guess i'll see if i remember to write or if i feel like writing the end of year speech at the end end of the year.

Today's shopping experience was, in a few words, painful on the feet if i recall fast without considering every little detail. I guess pain really stands out most in almost every situation unless the good weighs the bad out by a ton normally the bad's more prominent, at least in my experiences. Not a good sign really. I did buy a new dress though, it's black so i'm still considering if i should wear the black dress or my birthday dress to DR at the emmys tomorrow, tough choice. The church people have seen me in my birthday dress and mom says i should think about what functions i have in 2008 before i let the black dress out, so i'll have to sleep on it. I'm altering the dress tomorrow at the tailor's in the afternoon so if they can get it ready for the christmas dinner i might wear it, but if they can't that'll make my decision making a lot easier. I'm thinking of wearing a dress to the christmas dinner at uncle eck's place, so i have to think about that too. Hope i get a vision tonight on which dress to wear when. lol. i love my dreams (:

Talking about dreams i've been having the same kind of dreams for the past 3nights. it's CRAZY. I'm an obsessed teenager. i wanna kill that part of me sometimes. So i've psyched myself out again. From not having any feelings to being obsessed, i'm going to get myself to be neutral about the whole thing from now on and on thursday night i'll get myself excited again. Which might not be a good idea because i don't want to be terribly crushed on friday morning or go totally crazy when i'm stuck at chinese tuition from 1015 to 1215 and be left hanging on friday afternoon only to be stuck at the orthodontist for a half hour, not to mention the peak hour jam on the way back home from there. It's a tough call, so i'll probably have to get myself hyped up on friday night or hold on till saturday morning. Hmmm.. it's going to be TOUGH, but so far considering how many ups and downs i've gone through all thanks to my thinking wayy too much, i have to say, i'm good. lol. Wha Teverrr.. haha.

2007-12-23T02:08:00.001-08:00

In the spirit of last minute christmas shopping, I was shopping the other day with mom and we were going to park the car at marina because of the crazy traffic in orchard road. We waited in the marina square car park for about 7mins- we didn't have any of dad's office car passes so we couldn't park at his office car park. They were all left in dad's car which was in the workshop due to multiple problems. So, we were about to leave and do a valet parking at the nearby hotel some where and walk over to marina square, but i prayed, so i was just waiting for the parking lot to show up, so just when we found the exit, we also found the empty parking space! how amazing is that! i'm learning to really start appreciating the little things in life. Mom and i were just complaining about how dumb it is that the carpark at marina square wasn't as good as the plaza singapura one because they let cars into the car park even when it's full, so it was just awesome that we got the parking space, or we'd have to pay for just standing around.. on the down side, we couldn't find any christmas presents there. bummer.

At tennis on friday, i sacrificed a day of shopping with mom to go for a tennis lesson which could be cancelled at any moment because of the cloud shower throughout the day. When we got there i was disappointed to learn it just started drizzling right when coach finished rolling the court. But all hopes weren't drenched by the little rain, so i said a little prayer and made a deal that by 2015h, if the drizzling doesn't stop we'll have to cancel tennis and go home. So i had to depend on God fully to STOP the rain completely so the court won't be all slippery and just that tad bit dangerous. Thank God by 2015h, the rain had stopped completely and we could start our 45minute lesson. It was a good last match with the coach, josh and i got like deuce and advantage like 3times before the coach won, which meant 5push-ups, which lead to bad body aches the following morning which carried over to sunday. All this because i've been sick and "hurt" for the longest time, so exercise has been excused for a good amount of time. Got to get new pairs of heels to match my dress for DR at the emmys tomorrow night. can't wait :D

Merry Christmas everybody! i've been really busy and i didn't send any christmas cards this year so if you're wondering why you didn't get one, that's why. You can look forward to the many postcards i got from Hong Kong and Egypt though. LOADS of pictures too! Altogether for egypt i have 3820pictures. WOW! that's almost 4thousand! yay me (: haha. LAMEEEE.

2007-11-19T07:40:00.000-08:00

i've been sleeping this way for the past 3days. not bad really, i managed to keep still the whole night. haha.

I woke up at 1300h today. like wth. i set my alarm for 0930h initially and charged it over night, but i guess i forgot to turn the switch on so i didn't charge it at allll! bleaugh. oh yeah! i got a new phone!

okay, so i woke up cause pam called, she said it was really late and we had to go out soon cause we had stuff to do, so i was like why don't we meet at 3, i think.. then she was like okay, i'll meet jeslin first at paragon. But my dad could send me cause he's still on night shift. When i got to heeren i found out EVERYONE was still at home! i was freaking pissed la. i waited an hour for pam, jeslin, jana and annabel! hour plus really.. i waited at hmv at heeren first, then i limped over to paragon S-L-O-W-L-Y.. i waited at guardian for a while too, trying to pretend i was interested in the cosmetics while i was msging for like a half hour. Then i stayed in the toilet for a while.. then i stood around. AFTER a longlong too long time they came! whoohoo! Pam came last.. bleaugh!

Jeslin, Pam and i watched jana get her makeup done at hollywood secrets. So cool. haha. Then when she went to do her hair in a smaller room, we left for our linner- lunch + dinner at orange julius. We all ordered combo 1. SOOOO GOOODD! yumyumyum!

Omg. Jana and annabel looked SOOOOOO gorgeous :D

Birthday Update IT'S CONFIRMEDDDDDD.. my birthday party's gonna be at dempsey house :D YAY! i'm soooo excited! okay, but don't expect too much okay, expect NOTHING okay? i don't want ya'll to expect it to be superrr uber grand or something and get disappointed okay, so just COME COME COME! and BRING YOUR PARTAYE ON! hahaahaha, really ah. But if you're shy don't worry, i want you to come come come anyway! haahahaha, oh yeah, if i haven't msged you yet about the invitation please msg me can, don't scared thick skin ah! cause if i don't have your mobile number or we're on msn different times i can't ask for your address.. so PLEASE PLEASE CALLL OR MSG!

2007-11-17T06:47:00.000-08:00

almost forgottt.. hahaa. This is the edit post after publishing it, so that's why this part may not make sense, when i went to view the post i just realised i had the duckrice box picture and i didn't write anything! haha, oh yeah i took a picture of it cause it had laofuzi on it! I think laofuzi is soooo funny. hahaahaha. yeah that's about it. lol.

Today was pretty uneventful. I stayed this last night on the phone with amanda until 0400h plus, so i had a little trouble waking up this morning, oh wait.. scratch that, waking up was involuntary really, but i didn't have a choice. Mom put savlon on my new knee scrape in the morning while i was asleep, so i woke up screaming in pain. I was in the middle of a dream, which i couldn't get back to, so bleaugh. it's still etched in my mind though, maybe i'll get back to it tonight.. i wanna know what happens.. ANYWAY, it was a horrible way to begin my day, so much for "hopefully it'll be better in the morning, tomorrow's a new day (:" i guess that bit me in the ass.

After my routine breakfast of oatmeal and soy milk i rushed to get dressed and mom picked me up to go to church. i thought today we'd have to do the drama, but i guess i was wrong, we only wrapped the pre-ordered cookies for tomorrow, which was utterly boring (Which makes the service all the more meaningful cause we didn't complain.. much? not sure. i don't thing we did actually)

Oh, i forgot to mention, when i got that at approximately 1308h?.. i thought i'd be late. But NO.. lol. I was the first one there. The guys, Aaron, EQ and lil jon only FINALLY showed up, last, no.. second last at about 1340h. Christine was the LATEST.hahaha Wha Tever! HAHAHA.. the ones with the key came last, great.. For like a half hour Belle, Shirley, Janine and Valerie, and later 2 of the chinese service adults had to wait for the guys to come open the door. wth. but it wasn't too bad. Thank God it wasn't THAT hot.

I left at around i think 4plus when jerome came, so didn't really talk much to him. yupp. When i got back i decided to do a little macbeth to 'lighten' my homework load, but that didn't really turn out well, i ended up watching tv.. and going online. PLayed some jetman too, which is SOOO UBER FUN. haha. i think i'll play some now.

Omg. I CAN'T WAIT for the cousins to come tomorrow! :D AHHHHHHHHH... yay! pizza party baby! and more hongkong pictures. lol. I LOVE THE COUSINSSS.. oh, and HOPEFULLY i'll finally get that spare phone.. hopefully. ciao.

2007-11-16T08:07:00.000-08:00

omg. i feeel so accident prone! i have 3.. um, cuts? nah, that doesnt justify the pain, um, not bruises.. well. pain thingies. haha. i attached pictures to give more detail. haha. oh well, i still have time to heal anyway, so hope i do before thailand (: omg. the worst part is the phone charger 'rope-burn' is on my left foot and the knee scrape is on my right leg. i totally dread bathing! hahaha. not looking forward to church from 1300 to 1700 tmr either, mostly cause we have the drama to practice and all the other preparations.. bleaugh. walk walk walk! i'm praying for minimal pain tmr. Thank God the burn on my side is fine now. phew! plus mom suddenly got into one of her bad moods our of nowhere & made me go shop by shop looking for flavin (which we NEVER USE, well at least i never did) or something, and iodine. MY GOSH! in the end, after the grueling walks out the car and into the shop, NO FLAVIN OR IODINE! wth mannn.. if the scrape wasn't fresh and on my knee there'd be less to complain about, but man, my mom should REALLY learn to comtrol her temper, especially when there's no apparent reason. bleaugh. hopefully it'll be better in the morning, tomorrow's a new day (:

okay, i'm going to bed soon, i just put DETOL on my fresh wound (the knee scrape) bloody pain okay. it took A LOT of guts to do it, myself. now it's numb though, thank God for that! better go to bed, i've got a longgg day ahead of me.

1) This doesn't look as bad as it was, believe me! it HURTTT, well, not as much #2 and 3 though, as in it was easier to ignore.

2) This one hurt TOO MUCH for a small rope burn, and it looks much worse. The picture doesn't justify how much pain i had to endure! and how much complaining vampsdtooth & missypoopoo had to listen too (Not that much really..)

3)Hurts the most i think, cause it cripples me the most. lol. But i guess it kind of ties with #2.

2007-11-15T11:10:00.000-08:00

OMG! I almost forgot to post this! hahaaha. i risked getting caught taking this picture. haha. When the couple left i was like, bleaugh, i guess it's fate that i don't take the picture, but when the guy came back i was like WHOOHOO! it is sooooo a sign that I HAVE TO BLOG ABOUT THIS! hahaahah. So when we got to the restaurant i saw this couple, ODD couple, i must point out, so the first thing i thought was, I HAE TO BLOG ABOUT THIS! If i don't it would be sad for you guys. haha. yeah right.. hahhaaha. okay anyway, who cares.

Okay so i tried "observing" them the whole time to MAKE SURE they weren't just like father and daughter or anything, it would be terrible to blog wrongly. lol. so i tried reading body language and stuff, but it was practically useless cause i couldn't come to much conclusions, but finally i decided that they were a couple, here are my reasons:
1) She didn't look like his daughter
2)Which dad would bring his 20plus year old daughter to such a fancy place (It was just too much of a date)
3)He actually walked out with her just so that she could use the restroom (Fathers just don't do that)
4)He kept taking food from her and giving her some of his food(You just had to be there to see)
5)She was much too old to be his daughter.

okay. so my points aren't strong at all, but you had to be there. oh yeah so not only that, they didn't look in love at all! She looked totally uninterested in him, and he was all like bleaugh. haha. well it was just weird. dunno why but i felt like posting this. sounded better in my head though. oh yeah & if you look at the picture, they are kinda seated far away from each other.

I was soooo afraid when i was about to leave that the man would stop me and blablabla, but thank God he didn't! haha. so scary..& you know how my camera has that orange like before the picture is taken? yeah. i was so afraid they'd notice it.lol. well, so much for that couple!

mann, i really hope this doesn't bite me in the ass, hope i don't become like that! lol.

2007-11-15T08:32:00.000-08:00

no more count down calendar.. haha. like that's such a shock, i decided it takes toooo long, and i've got a new project, i'm doing MY OWN blogskin! so.. you can look forward to that! :D haha. yeah sure, like your life is so boring. lol. anyway, i'll look forward to that even if you don't. okay Wha Tever! hahaha.. just ranting..

oh yeah, about the hongkong pictures, THERE ARE SOOOO MANY! so i'll pace myself on that, you BRACE yourself. omg. wth. that's soooo lame la. please move this LAME away.. HAHAAHAHAHAHAH. hongkong inside joke.. lol.

2007-11-15T06:37:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD (:& LYT brothaaa.. haha. we went to harbour grill for dinner to celebrate dad's birthday. Mom wore a chiong sam for the occasion. very pretty in pink (: Josh was the most informal though. He wore a polo tshirt. bleaugh. i need to get him a shirt! i've tried lots of places but they're all too big. He should grow soon! he's like the same height as.. UHHM.. hahaha. won't mention names.. lol.

Dad ordered something with oyster tatar, which is like raw oyster, and caviar and some yellow stuff on the top. i always wanted to try caviar after the "pizza with caviar" commercial thingy. some old commercial on disney. haha. it tastes alright. a little salty though. i ate it with the oyster tatar and toast. pretty cool for a starter. Josh ordered some other starter, all i remember was trying the asparagus, totally unadventurous i know but oh well. After a long long long time, our tiny meals finally came, i had seabass with the highly overrated goose liver which i didn't know was going to be served. My dad loved it though, he's been telling us how wonderfully goose liver doesn't taste like liverliver, as in normal liver, BUT IT SOOOO DOES! He deems it to be totally delicious, but it was just okay for me really, it tasted better than normal liver though i must admit, but it still has a hint of the liver taste.. too bad though. Josh and dad both had the wagyu beef. excellent.

Birthday Update after dinner we were only a little late to go check out my most recent birthday-venue-to-be. well, not really TO-BE yet, more like considered-birthday-venue, it's called "The House" at 8D dempsey road. it's really cool. My mom said charter a bus if i decide on the dempsey house cause it's really far in. so don't worry it'll be easy for you guys. It has the alice in wonderland theme, which got me thinking, I NEED A THEME! so if plans change &the party's back to my place, then i'll have an "alice in wonderland" theme, just for fun, unless i think up a better theme, or easier theme, whichever..

i'm gonna go watch alice in wonderland now just for fun on laser disc. haha. i still have a laser disc player! hahaahah, but it's cool. retro baby (: haahahah. okay. see ya. i'll blog about hongkong soon.. can't wait, I LOVE HONGKONG.. &i've got a shirt to prove it!

and when it's all over..

2007-11-03T19:14:00.001-07:00

I'm up early today.. not early enough though, i missed main service ): it starts in about 1minute actually. nvm, i'll go for youth service later. oh yeah, Pam's finally coming for youth service after 2LONG weeks of having tuition & skipping youth. yay :D well, i better make something of my free time right now, so since i haven't finished all the presents yet, i'll do the birthday presents now! goodie! oh yeah, about the countdown calender.. still working on it. not too easy!

2007-11-03T09:03:00.000-07:00

so i woke up at about 1330h today (saturday).. or 1400h. i'm not sure, one of them.. today was pretty boring, mostly i just read the new vampire book everyone's reading. i know, it's totally whatever that i just read the books everyone else is reading, but really it's not THAT bad. If i read books that i know everyone loves, at least i won't be wasting my money on some lousy book and never reading past the second page. i'm reading it also so i actually know what everybody's talking about even though i'm like a book slower (i'm reading the first of a trilogy) do you call it a trilogy when it's a book? well, whatever it is, i'm on the first book- twilight, and most people are reading the last book- eclipse already. i do have eclipse though, but i take forever to finish a book, so i don't see myself reading eclipse anytime soon. I'm trying to find the second book- new moon, but kinokuniya and borders don't have it, so till then.

I was actually hoping to run today in the morning, but HAHA, like that's gonna happen! i'm a bad bad morning person. I hate waking up, even though i actually love mornings, so it's really sad not being able to wake up. okay, so bottom line, i guess no running for me. If sun's not too hot, i'll probably go on sunday evening if i'm not too lazy. I guess i'll find out then if i'm getting any exercise at all.

OMG. MY HOLIDAYS ARE FINALLY HERE :D i don't even care if there's school on wednesday and friday. i'm not going anyway! WHOOHOO! so whatever. oh yeah, 3more days to hongkong! Can't wait! it's also 3more days till Pam's olevels are finally over! can't wait for that either! amidala-shortie hands is online now, omg. i think i'm soooo gonna create a count down calender. dayam! that would be soooo cool mann

OMG. i forgot to mention yesterday, the dayam thing!

damn! = dayam (pronounced as dair -yeah-m)
used in a sentence: dayam! he's hot!
dayam cigu intan!

hahaahahahah, inside joke.
i'll put the countdown calender up sooooon.

halloween party 311007

2007-11-01T08:52:00.000-07:00